What are you?

You tend to churn and change

You like to be in your range

But expected from you is more and more

Even though YOU are lost in your chores

Nothing has been done by you or defind

Though you spend the life searching for divine..

You search your soul for answers you hate to know

But you left to hold on it or let it go..

Still churning the wheels of life

As it’s an endless oceans you need to know once only you dive!

As life goes on and never ends

Beauty rolls absorbing trends..

You think you have matured and move on..

But before you know you are reborn!

Time..

When life gives you a low blow

You tend to feel low

When no one seems to stand by

You look around the crowd pass by

Easy to comment and thrown upon

These things happen when you feel down

But remember this is not here to atay

Not what you need to or let them play

It’s your story so write good

You take a step from where you stood

It’s you only who needs to move

And find your grove!

As time waits for no one

So it is you who needs to be with one!

Home where my heart is..

Find a home for me,

Where I cherish and dream what I can be..

Home where walls are not built for me,

For me to see through what I believe..

Home where windows help me see,

For fresh air to breathe as clean it can be..

Home where doors are open to move beyond me,

Not just predefined to what I can be!

Home where tranquility, love and smiles stay within me,

Not just pretending to be what you think of me!

Home is where heart is for me,

Don’t take it away as I’m still ME!

Where I want to be not what everyone believed to be just right for me!

Lockdown 2020?

What is a lockdown?

It might have made our world upside down!

But is it that bad?

Is it making you happy or sad?

Surrounded by the people you love!

Isn’t it acting as a peace dove?

Nobody to create a scream or riot!

Though it is not helping us being on a diet!!

You eat, rejoice and relax at home.

You laugh, you chill and work from home!

No more rushing hour.. a chase to come first?

Everything is getting layered with dust!

You thank the almighty as you missed a lot!

Is it really a pandemic..? Let’s give a benefit or doubt!

The world is surrounded in uncertainty and pain!

But we are still staying united as one!

Fighting for Rights? Fighting for power?

But now we know there is someone beyond … watching over us from top of HIS tower!

The things that really matter you the most!

Who love you! Who pray with you, who guard your coast!

You should really cherish what you have!

Learn to mend, grow and move on..

As we need to learn to forgive and forget..

It will fall back in place as you reset!

Do the karam..what you are here for,

Share what you have with others who you think might need it…or not!

And never forget to pray the almighty as he is the one with supreme power!

Just not for need of the hour!

Help and care for everything! Your relationship, your friends and family, nature to spread the love within you and beyond!!

As life must go on!

To my Mum…

My heart..

It beats for you!
To tell you how much I love you..

You are our title.. the supermom!


So gentle yet so strong..
God forbid if we did something wrong! 🙂

You are patient when I’m down,


You are gentle to me when I’m around,
You are caring whenever I need you by my side..
Though I maybe a stinging bee hive,

I try to learn, grow and be profound,
But I’m still a kid inside who love to bound..

We are each other cushions we can bounce upon,
As We are the jewels studded in the glamours crown,

We share, we bound as we grow together,
May this love and togetherness is here forever,

Your unconditional love and support, It means the world to me !
I thank you for all you have done for me!

As you may see that Nothing Has been forgotten by me,
Day by day you mean more and more to me!

I like to wish you my life on your special day,
A very very happy birthday !

Hate me or love me

But don’t ignore me..

I kept silent waiting for your acceptance

But it over shadowed your power of expectance..

I sat at one corner waiting to be loved..

But i was always shoved

Time went by waiting for no one,

Did I have always outdone?

There you go ignoring me always..

But now the fire inside me is a blaze!

As time is now only mine now!

And my little paw has became a dangerous claw..

Thanks to you,

Tears filled my eyes as I start anew..

Making sure that no one is me and you ..

As I try to differ from me…as more I grew !

Buddy Bench

I was sitting in my car yet again to bid goodbye to my old home and move on to a new location, as my father got a new job in the UK. I felt excited as well sad to leave my extended family, home and friends behind.

I was little unsure of how it’s going to work out in a new location? All those questions in my head like- who will be my friend? Who will talk to me? How will be my first day in a new school? How is going to be..this and that!

I felt a little better when my mum said, “Don’t worry Sara! We will be together always!”(My mum. She knows everything about me.)

I was smiling back again.

Luckily, After a week or so, I got admission in a school near my new house along with my younger brother Arnav in mid-session. It was a beautiful building, painted in a cosy red colour.

It was encircled by yellow blossoms all around, swings and different gardens to play for younger children. Of course, a football court for our own-primary wing!

It was 9 am, the bell rang and all the children went inside, I also went into my class named Daffodil. 

Ms Davidson, my class teacher stood at doorstop to greet her class. She had curly strands of hair on her face, a twinkle in her eyes and a beautiful warm smile; when she smiled…her lovely teeth could be seen partially and her cheeks bloom-like pink roses which suited her elegant fair complexion and pearls sparkled in her ear loops as sun ray hit them.

She was very nice to me but the rest of class saw me as if I was an ostrich on loose (though I was nicely dressed in a pinafore dress red and white in colour and mum called me a beautiful girl.)

I dint understood as for 7 years old it was tough to judge or make friends immediately. Everyone was warm, tried to be nice but I didn’t feel comfortable…I don’t know why?

In the break time we went out to play after lunch in the backyard. It was a beautiful garden patch with many flowers, butterflies with different colour, shapes and sizes of various types were hovering on them.

Suddenly, I saw a beautiful multicolour bench in the centre of the garden, it was a beautiful one with all colours red, blue, green, yellow, white, purple and some hints of black colours. It was a rainbow colour bench for me. I immediately sat down. On it, was written “Buddy Bench”!

I felt very happy sitting on it and was enjoying the view suddenly an old man (very well dressed), came and sat next to me, and asked, “what is the matter beautiful?”

“I’m in search of a friend, will you be my friend?” ”I work here in school only!”he said to me. “sure!”; with great excitement I said!

“You can drop a message at school-reception for me if you want to talk to me my name is MICKEY. ”

I was overjoyed to make a friend on my very first day.

I told him this bench is special to me now!. He said, ”Yes! it is, BUDDY BENCH we call it!” He continued to explain with great interest, “If you sit on this anyone can come and talk to you whenever you want to talk to someone or make a friend. Or simply if you are feeling lonely or sad about something and you need a someone to talk.

You can sit on it and someone will come to talk to you just like that no questions asked!”. “Also, it is made of recycled materials of all the plastic collected in school, made in our recycled plant and we made benches for our little/older friends out of it. Also, much other stuff too”, he beamed proudly.

I said, ”we” who are you may I know sir? 

He smiled and said, “Good question- I’m the school Principal, Mr M. Jackson but you can call me ’Mickey’ as you are my best friend forever. See you soon let’s go to class now it’s getting colder and let’s get back to work.”

As he bid bye to me I was excited and I ran to tell my class about what happened. Everyone was in for surprise and wanted to be my friend now.

As I made Mr Jackson; my BFF on the first day of my school. What a day it has been!

I was in such a happy space now. I had so much to talk about with my parents.

“All about my new buddies and my new found love for my Buddy Bench.”

What I Want?

I don’t want to be a dream,

They fade away.

I want to be a memory..

They stay with you forever.

I want to be a guiding light,

Shining bright.

I don’t want to be a heartbeat..

It can’t be lended.

I want to be a passion..

It can inspire others forever.

I don’t want to be a star..

It dies or fades away.

I want to be beaming thought..

As it never dies..it’s stays!

With or without you!

I’m a women.. I speak for myself! Hi

I’m a women standing tall for myself..

Women who cannot be disowned or disrespected as I stand for my own…

I been kicked, bruised and trampled upon,

Been shouted, misjudged and ill treated till I was gone!

But time is turning and I’m turning tables too!

It’s not a challenge it’s change of our views!

I don’t wish to find a charming prince ..

Only! Not someone who looked down upon us in wince..

We want to be someone to be looked up too!

So many things we wish mankind we could undo!

We don’t want glory, we don’t want respect more than you,

As the world comes into existence only when we say to each other “I love you”

I wish, I hope if I make it through..

You can also make it too!

P.s. faith exists – photography by me

So comment and share your views!

IS IT YOuuu???

Is it you..

I need to trust

Is it you I need to judge…?

Is it you I need to forgive.. and forget??

Is it you I need to survive and trust??

Is it you I need to transform?

Is it you who is my guiding light??

Is it you who help me with my fears??

Is it you who help me to fight…

OR IS IT ME?

P.S. photography by me